what's done is done

It's raining today, very heavily in fact. And who couldn't find an umbrella before she left? Me. And who didn't think to wear a clothing item with a hood? Me.

I tried to look cute today since I've decided there's a direct correlation between how I look and how I feel. Gladiator sandals, leggings, and a little long-sleeved dress. Not a bad look, really, but the weather is making me sad, cold, and wet. No good, my friends.

I arrived on campus early today after getting lunch with my mom. I headed straight for the library and was grateful that the rain was letting up. I checked me e-mail, and there it was:

An e-letter from one of the internships I applied for. The one I really, really wanted. The one that was going to pay really well and be damn good experience. I opened the file and read through the very short letter.

I didn't get it.

Ugh, I could just curl up in a ball and die. I am very upset that I wasn't chosen, and I'm also a little angry that they didn't have the decency to call me and tell me themselves. Whatever, I guess. What's done is done.

So there you have it:

Crappy weather.

Crappy day.

(photo from here)